"I refused to believe I was still this fucked up until the truth was screaming at me, from every corner of my life."
"You didn’t have to love me quite the way you did.
But you also didn’t have to tear me apart and destroy everything that was me.
I have never felt so fucking broken."
"You were the only exception."
In all honesty, I’ve lived a terrible life.
Full of pain. And regret.
And so many people Id be better off without.
I don’t know how I got this way.
I used to be happy. When it was just us two against the world. Didn’t want, didn’t need anyone else.
I don’t understand. And it sucks.
And I’m so done with this pain.
But it’s like I’m lost in a maze. And I don’t know how to get out.