You may own
The magic of my heart
But the true decadence of my soul
Belongs to him.
"I’m just gonna hug this pillow until it’s you."
"When looking back on this in future days, weeks, months, please remember you can’t keep kissing strangers pretending they’re his lips against yours. No matter how many boys you kiss drunkenly, soberly, accidentally, purposefully, jokingly, or false-lovingly, it will never be the same as his. Stop looking for him in the bottom of wine glasses, love he won’t be there waiting.
Don’t lose yourself over loving someone, don’t lose the self you once had because of a silly boy not willing to lose himself in your mind."
"And if they truly love you, they
would not look at someone
else the way they look at you
and they would not leave you
when they got bored and then
come back to you and blame
this upon you and if they truly
love you, they would never lace
your skin in bruises and your mind
with poisonous thoughts in every
crevice and if they truly love you,
they would never lie to you no matter
how big or how small and they would
not deceive you and make you feel
worthless and if they truly love you,
they would not ignore your texts
or pretend they forgot and they
would not dismiss your feelings
and make a storm brew in your
cloudy eyes and if they truly love
you, they would talk about their
future and always include you
and they would always apologize
for any mistake they made rather
than try to justify their actions
and if they truly love you, if they
truly care about you, they should
never ever choke on the sentence,
“I love you.”"